i can't tell if i'm bored or lazy. its a tough call. either way i feel like an old lady. i think part of my problem is i hate running errands. i could have stuff to do but i just don't want to do it. like ive been needing to get some pants hemmed and pick up some shampoo and hair stuff for weeks but even in a state of immense boredom i can't make myself leave the apartment. lazy? probably.
id like to hang out with my friends but and lets be honest i probably wouldn't actually leave the comfort of my sweats and couch if something exciting was really going on. maybe im not lazy or bored.... im just tired. im a working woman! although i feel like a really old mom who's burnt out from a day of chasing children, laundry, cooking, cleaning and whatever else mothers do... when in all actuality all i did was go to work. and work just happens to exhaust me to the point where the first thing i do when i come home is change into sweats.
on wednesday i went to bed at 9:30. and felt okay about it.
is there something wrong with me? maybe im dying. i need an energy boost of sorts. although i feel like i should have a healthy supply of energy since im only in my mid to late twenties. maybe i should go to the gym or something.... that sure does take a lot of effort though.. oh man.
there really is no point to this post. it gave me something to do and and took very little effort. maybe you out there reading this could give me some good ideas on how to not feel like a 95 year old?